well yep...school is finally out... and i cant really say that i'm happy about that. i thought it was a nice social life but now things just kinda seem to be routine and nothing new is ever really happening...or at least not much is going to.

i also broke up with my girlfriend...cant tell you how hard that was to try and bring her down as easy as i could....and i still dont think it worked to well. she still is very much a little girl...and i didnt give all my reasonings because i didnt want it to hurt anymore...i left out all the most painful ones for both our sakes. but its done and i'm sure a good friendship will flourish from it making everything how it used to be... which is what i thought was kinda best. but now all i can do is see how it plays out from here.

and i will be on more so please communicate more with me.....i kinda sound like cyborg ninja....except without the whole wanting to get hurt cause that sounds so orgasnmic...i mean cause i want to feel the heat of battle again. but anyway, every one needs to stay in touch.